It's been a long time since I last updated my blog. So I decide to put down some words here to record at least some traces left behind the passage of life here,to make them indelible, as the name carving in the windows. So distracted and hard to concentrate these days! I am not pretty sure if I could survive the tough April: the papers really make me hard to breath. So pressing a schedule, so boring realms awaiting me to step into---I know it may have some magic ahead for me to unpack there, but it is such a long journey that I could not guarantee that I could find the right place to make them come true. I kind of lose my interest in the tedious research which seems to be a devastating search of emptiness and nothing in vain and agony. Different thoughts compet to claim my mind, and I have to struggle with them all the time, while trying hard to be refreshed and awake to sustain my days and nights. I don't know if other people are satisfied with me, I feel like I am travelling on an exceedingly thin ice, crying in the distant wilderness without any responses but my own echoes. I will keep on doing what I used to do, althought I increasingly forget the cause and neglect the effect of everything I do.  

   Catching cold these days, I throw myself to my bed after each tedious day. The slings of life keeps causing me panic without any clear reason. Completely overwhelming! But please smile, at lease we are au printemps! I do hope the weather could warm up very soon. Then I can more proudly say to myself, yes, C'est le beau printemps de l'anne.